Wednesday, August 16, 2006
its 1am in the mornin.. im not sleeping yet.. btw life at work totally suck.. like sape siak suke keje kan.. haha.. but im lovin it.. facing some problem at work but ive overcalmed it.. i hope tomoro will be better.. and the next few months.. i hope.. things is isnt goin the way i dreamt of.. instead its like a nightmare.. y do human being have to be or feel..? i hate being sumone im not.. y must i be pretendious..? jus do ur very best and thats about it.. y must i think too much.. and make my own life sucks and cause so much confusions.. and making my own life or situation more complicated yet the things is simple and nothing.. am i being fair..? mungkin by reading Yassin had helped me be more patient than before.. and i thank Allah for giving me chance to change my life.. im saying all this is not because im sad or anything its jus that this things jus happen to be in my mind.. so i type it down.. if its not for Ras, i wudnt be this.. a patient person.. i wudnt have opened my narrow mind towards problem i have.. he owaz say that im selenger.. and owaz think too much thats y probably im stressed.. when actually that problem is nothing.. haha..
Honey, i love u.. im missing u now...
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