Friday, December 15, 2006
i cant sleep. i miss him. he is jus too busy with work. he need to take fcuking break or else people will jus give up. of cos i wont. cos i want him and i need him to work with me. i cant go on in a relationship alone. im still his gf. money will give u happiness but untill wen will that money put a smile across ur face. u tell me? its not that i cannot be patient. we always share things together and suddenly u jus left me there and den u tell me u not urself and needed ur own time. i tink ive given u enough space and time. and its time up. u need me and i need u too. neither of us can go on in a relationship alone. i love u so much till im so scared of losing u. im not conttrolling u. and never have i did in my entire life. i want us. please. u have to stop tis. get on the brighter side of life. cheer up. i here to give u everything. everyone care for you. and so do i. u gotta stop them from worrying. b. move on with life. quit ur job if u think its too tough for u. get somtin else. day by day we gettin we are drifting apart. we don talk. we don mit. and neither do us joke with each other. i noe u are stress. ive tried my best b to help u out. but it seems u don need me in tis situation. and i feel leftout. im disappointed and ashame of myself for being ur gf if i cant handle u. im sorry. i tink im the one now who need a time break.
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